November 2011
I like to stay grounded and not get my head to up in the clouds. xD Especially since I have the imagination that I have…

- Me: I honestly don't see why Hufflepuff gets all this crap. I wouldn't mind being a Hufflepuff. They're loyal and hardworking. There is nothing wrong with that.
- Roommate: They should just be really good at Quidditch.
- Me: Haha, that works.
- Roommate: Like that one guy...
- Me: Cedric?
- Roommate: Yeah, like him! Or they can be the house with all the good-looking people!
- Me: YES, THAT'S IT.
- Roommate: Yeah, we're sexy, loyal, and hardworking. What now?!
I’m pretty boring/average. I can give you hilarious stories, sure, but I don’t typically delve into my history or family unless it’s worth mentioning or necessary. If I know you pretty well, then I certainly don’t mind sharing, but on a day-to-day basis, I usually don’t say much.

So I got my second English paper back today, and I wasn’t expecting much because I had felt so drained and worn out when I was writing it. To my surprise, she gave me a check and TWO pluses!! And an “outstanding”!!
(My professor runs on this system of checks and only grades our papers at the end of the quarter. A check is average/on track, a check-minus is below average/needs improvement, and a check-plus is above average/ahead of the game)
She really liked what I had to say and how I wrote it, and she even said that I should enter it into this writing contest thing!!! I dunno if I’m going to do it, but I’m really glad that she likes my work although now I have to do well on this last one ㅜㅜ
But anyway, I’m really happy!! :DD

Just ask Jon. xD
I just…do. Even if it’s not my fault at all. I often feel like Colette sometimes lol

I just cannot write this essay right now. The words are not forming and I just need to take a break but I can’t because I really really really need to finish this for tomorrow!!
BUT
I
JUST
CAN’T
DO
THIS
ARGHHHHHHHH
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Sometimes I wish I had said something else or maybe fired back this comeback instead of that one. Other times, I just play back my memories and think about those friendships that have come and gone.

It’s not that I don’t think that no one will ever love me, and that I’ll be “FOREVER ALONE!!!11!!1,” but rather, I don’t think that my personality is…very fit for marriage? Does that make sense? Or, how do I say this…I don’t think my personality isn’t very compatible with other people’s (in the sense that I’m going to be in a loving union with this person for the rest of my life)?
I dunno, it’s hard to explain…I would love to get married, and if it’s in God’s plan for me, then I certainly welcome it, but otherwise, I’m fine being solo.

I like to think that I’m pretty easygoing about things, but if something is the matter (and I mean, I have an actual issue with this action/behavior/whatever), I will let you know. You can rest assured on that.

I won’t hit you with a pan, don’t worry xD